2 October 2013
It’s too noisy inside my head. I can’t think, I can’t breathe, I can’t write. I don’t know what to call this. It’s just all noise. I’ve learned how to cope over the years (I did some…unusual things when I was younger to keep it quiet), but it resurfaces every now and then.
Neuroses aside, it’s Stein week on ModPo. She was a revelation to me last year. I listened to If I Told Him on loop for hours.
If I sit in the dark all day maybe the sound will die down.